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INTERNSHIP SUPPLY & DEMAND IMBALANCE

Comments From 1,076 Students Who Participated in the 2011 APPIC Match

"How has the current imbalance between applicants and positions affected you, personally and/or professionally?  In other words, if you had the ear of the education and training community, what would you like to tell them about this issue?  How has your life and the lives of others been affected?  You may wish to share your own personal experiences, the impact on yourself, other students, and/or your academic program, suggestions for how to improve the situation, or other thoughts, feelings, and/or concerns."


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801

I believe that myself and other very qualified classmates did not match as a result of the imbalance between applicants and positions. I believe that we, as a psychology community, have tried to create our match system based on the medical students match system and that is not a sufficient way of completeing our match process, as the medical programs have more positions when compared to students. Getting an education is time, money and energy-comsuming and the possibility of being set back a year is somewhat traumatizing after one has been working extremely hard for years to get to this point. It also has a personal effect on one's self-esteem. I believe there needs to be a better and more efficient system created, possibly based more on the phone match system used throughout practicum placements.

802

I have not matched this year even though I have worked for an internship program for the past 3 years. As a result of my position, I received alot of help and was privy to inside information regarding how to successfully match. I also have significant work experience as well as a separate Master's degree in psychology from another program. I successfully proposed my dissertation (before applications were due) and have no ethical violations on my record. I have been told by numerous faculty members that I interview well and have made a good name for myself in my program (APA accredited). None of these experiences and hard work has helped me secure an internship. This year, I saw my peers successfully match without the same level of experience in the field, as well as little to NO experience in the clinical setting of the site they matched. At this time matching to an internship seems to be a convoluted and unfair process to me. So now, I am in my 30s, still in school and have at least 100K in student loans that I have to pay back for a degree I can't receive for the next 2 years. Needless to say, my husband and family are shocked and very concerned that I cannot move ahead with my career. I am also starting to seriously doubt my decision to become a psychologist (which since undergraduate school, I have never doubted). I wish there was a way for APA to speed up the accreditation process in order to create more slots at other sites. I can't think of what else can be done at this point to address the imbalance. As a result of not matching, I am unable to buy a house, or start my family because I cannot finish this degree. I also have to deal with the stigma of not matching from my peers as well as from faculty and future employers (if I decide to tell them why I need additional clinical experience). I know many would suggest not allowing so many students into doctoral programs. I would counter that this is America. In this country, we believe that if you have the desire, motivation, and good work ethic, you can achieve your goals. Unfortunately in the field of psychology this is no longer true for me as well as many others. So much for the American dream...

803

I received an internship placement at a non-APA accredited site, as did many of my colleagues and friends. We are worried about how this will affect our future. I believe the imbalance between the number of sites available and the number of students applying is a huge problem and needs to be attacked at the source. Private schools should stop admitting 100 students per year and start being more selective, since the number of internship sites is unlikely to change due to economic factors. Letting in so many students only serves to make our profession more job competitive as well as furthering the gap in internship availability.

804

Incredibly anxiety-provoking to know going into this process that approximately 800 people -- all of whom could be qualified -- would not match because there are not enough positions available.

805

I have accrued over $110,000 in student loans. I have defended my dissertation, and I have successfully completed all other program requirements. I am also attending an APA accredited program. This is the second year that I have not matched and I have no idea what I can do differently. I have consulted with faculty and classmates from my university, as well as the counseling center to work on my interviewing skills. I have worked so incredibly hard to get to this point and I am terrified I will never match and all of the sacrifices my family and I have made will be for nothing. Either the number of students allowed into programs needs to be drastically limited, or there needs to be enough sites to accommodate students. This is truly a travesty.

806

I find it distressing to have successfully completed my academic requirements and paid an enormous amount of money to ultimately be subjected to a numbers game in order to achieve my degree. I understand the market is over flooded with applicants and the economy limits the number of internship positions. However, it is then incumbent upon the leaders and administrators in the field to address and remedy the inequality in this situation. The process of applying in itself is unduly stressful. Family, friends, and significant others also bare the brunt of such stress. Thus the stress is only amplified when the future is left more to chance and ambiguity than hard work and defined process. I am not sure how this situation can be remedied but I will leave it on the laps of our leaders in the field and uneasily hope for the best.

807

The only benefit to the imbalance is that it helps with the gate-keeping that psychology programs are not doing. Unqualified applicants are more likely to fall in the group of those who don't match. There are exceptions, of course, as I have seen unqualified applicants match, and highly qualified applicants not match. Training programs must do a better job of gate-keeping, and limit the number of individuals they accept into training programs (of course I realize most programs are not willing to do this). The imbalance has motivated me to want to get involved in APA/APPIC and counseling center administration to do what I can as a professional to correct this huge problem. I know that no entity wants to take responsibility for the imbalance, but someone MUST step up and make a change. This is unacceptable.

808

I personally think that the large Psy.D school are partially at fault for creating this balance. I don't think the APA is doing as much to persuade these schools to limit the numbers of their students. I'm also frustrated with the amount of money required and invested for JUST one year in one's life. It's about equivalent to the amount of money spent on the graduate school process, which is a 6 year process.

809

I did not match. I had eight interviews. NMS informed me that I was ranked by six sites (information which I think should be made available in general). Statistically, I should have matched. I had almost 900 intervention and assessment hours at a variety of settings. When I contacted sites after the match to ask how I could improve, they said that my interview, application, and essays were all great and they were surprised I did not match. I woke up that Friday morning with excitement and anticipation. This past month, since getting the news, I have felt despondent, depressed, and lost. I do not understand how this system has allowed such a discrepancy to exist. There are professional schools putting 70+ applicants into the system each year, while they maintain affiliated sites that only their students are allowed to apply to. Their are hundreds of accreditation worthy sites, that have not been accredited due to the slow and expensive accreditation process. I am 28 years old. I have been in school for 22 years. I am ready to start my life, and I have been stymied by this ridiculous process. I worked very hard to be a competitive applicant. Both my experience and the feedback from the sites I interviewed with confirm that I achieved that goal. And yet I did not match. I know that this is an issue that APA is aware of. But until you experience it as someone like me, you cannot know how serious an issue this is on a personal level. I feel that this professional organization of which I am a member, has failed me and has failed 931 other students this year. It is time to make a serious, drastic, and radical change to this system. Not one that will be effective in 10 years, 5 years or 2 years, but now.

810

I think it's ridiculous that there are so many applicants for so few spots. At this stage in our educational career, we should have some choice in where we end up. Instead, it feels like we will settle for anything, anywhere. In every other field in which a match occurs, the applicant truly does have a chance of ended up where they want to be and not having to settle.

811

While University-based programs continue to have the opportunity to carefully choose a few select students, professional programs are accepting more and more students every year. This eventually greatly contributes to the imbalance between internship positions and applicants because the number of positions does not seem to be increasing at such a high rate. This is incredibly frustrating for someone who didn't match, particularly when their school is contributing to the problem and the administration will not see reason. Another year of school without internship is quite a financial burden and the quality of the students seems to become diluted, lowering the school's reputation, and affecting the probability of getting an internship not only of their own students, but of students at other schools as well. It would be great if the APA could limit the number of people allowed into a program as part of the accreditation process. It may look like the school is providing good experience on paper when they apply for accreditation, but with the same amount of resources spread over more students, that may not be the case (e.g. practicums have become increasingly more competitive, and as such, students aren't getting the face-to-face hours that they need). However, no student in their right mind would share this with the APA because it would be terrible for their current program to lose accreditation. For the people that get the experiences they need, professional schools can be great, but the people who are left behind can become stuck until they can get the experiences they need (e.g. internship), placing a drain on financial resources, and personal resources (its rather stressful). And what happens when someone has completed everything but internship? If this problem continues to worsen (which is seems to be every year) the ABD degree will become the ABI degree (all but internship). It seems like without an increase in internships, there will be people who may eventually have to give up graduate school because they cannot complete their program, even after all of the invested time and energy. This is incredibly concerning to me and I think the APA should really take greater consideration of this issue when accrediting a program.

812

As a competent candidate, I was devastated that I did not match. Expecailly frustrating is the fact that I came the professional world where I worked as a school psychologist. I have several years of study, training, and experience under my belt- and the idea of having to push off my plans another year is difficult in terms of finances, confidence, and family planning. I feel that the matching system and imbalance is imperfect and that many qualified candidates face unjust consequences as a result.

813

See above. I would also add that I have seen the match process bring out the worst in people. Fellow students can be very competative and unkind. Students, faculty and supervisors often display a lot of insensitivity. I have had several people ask me what I did wrong on my application/interviews. The worst thing that I experienced was having the training director at my current practicum site lie about the match. The TD made an announcement to the psychology staff at the practicum site that all current practicum students had matched in phase 1. Of course, I did not match. I had also told the TD that I had not matched. This was a very humiliating experience for me. I had not given this person false information or misled them in any way. I don't really understand their decision to announce false information. It just made the reality of the situation that much harder and has made my remaining time at my practicum site uncomfortable.

814

I believe the current imbalance between the APA approved internship sites and the number of doctoral students is an injustice to all of us who have sacrificed so much to complete our doctoral degree in psychology. I believe that programs across the country should not be allowed to admit more students than there are internship sites. Many of us who are not matched sit in limbo with our educational and professional careers on hold until we are matched. It is unfortunate that you may have completed all requirements of your program only to be denied your doctorate pending an APA internship that may take years to obtain. Additionally, I would like to see the programs that do deny an interview provide feedback so that we may improve our applications in order to have a better chance to match the next time around. I understand that training directors are very busy but so are the students and when our careers hinge on obtaining an internship then there should be some type of feedback on why an applicant was denied.

815

Please see response above regarding family concerns.

816

no comment

817

I don't know if it's possible, but I wish the whole process could be shorter. This is such a taxing, grueling process. For several months, I felt like I put my life on hold to achieve this final milestone in my doctoral career. I felt at the whim of training sites. Another major issue in the process is that the sites I applied to varied widely in terms of interviews: from a 45-minute telephone interview to a day-long open house. How are you supposed to compare these two? I think it is time for APPIC to declare telephone interviews only. I was lucky, I know people whose sites had in-person interviews only and they spent thousands of dollars. I am fortunate that I got matched to my first choice, and glad to be done with this process. I enjoyed the process overall. I liked looking inside myself to write the essays. I enjoyed interacting with different types of people.

818

The fact that we, as committed graduate students, are not guaranteed enough internship positions is absolutely unacceptable. The time and money we invest is great. There are too many students an not enough positions. This is primarily due to the rise of the PsyD programs and professional schools that pump out students. The study of psychology, in my opinion, should be conducted with smaller classes. Having programs sending out classes close to 100 people in size not only tampers with the match program, but chips away at what educated psychologists should have experienced in graduate school: a close knit intimate experience where professors develop strong mentoring relationships with their students, and students do not feel like a number. PhD Psychology students should be guaranteed an internship spot if they meet the criteria for one. Something needs to be done to create enough room for more students, or to lessen the amount of students flooding our profession.

819

It hasn't necessarily affected my life per se, other than it created more stress and an increased feeling of desperation during the application and interview stage. In general, I think this issue has broader implications for the field of psychology as a whole. For example, APA's accrediting of free-standing programs contributes to this inbalance and this represents a larger and more problematic issue. In other words the imbalance of applicants and positions is a deeper issue that temporally and systemically precedes the circumstances of the internship application process.

820

Obviously since I was not matched, my career has been affected. Further, I was not able to make a physical move to become a part of a community I would like to serve (in other words, I do not intend to stay in the area I am attending graduate school in). This will affect my career even more greatly than the fact that my internship will not be APA accredited. This is because of the well known fact that finding a job often has little to do with achievement and much to do with who one knows or is known by. Another point I’d like to make is CAPIC internships here in San Diego where I attend school are (in my opinion) equal to, and in some cases superior to, an APA internship experience. As I applied to CAPIC internships, it made me wonder why I spent all that money and time on APA in the first place when these CAPIC internships are a better match for me. The application process, interview notification process, and the interviews themselves were a much better experience than the APA processes. To be brutally honest with the APA, it wouldn't kill them to accredit more institutions such as these in order to fill the need of more slots for the increasing number of students. APA accreditation means standards for experience for each student. These students are likely already APA members and are going to be psychologists whether or not they get an APA internship… they will take whatever experience they’ve had and use it in with their clients in their practice as a psychologist. Isn’t it in the APA’s best interest to ensure psychologists had an internship of a particular quality and specific set of guidelines for experience, not only for the student, but for future clients?

821

I would not encourage others to apply to graduate school in psychology because of the current issues with internship.

822

We need more internships. This imbalance is crazy. What are ya'll doing about this? The APPIC is not ready to meet the demand of qualified candidates. Psychology is in demand. APPIC needs to make the apa accrediation process for internship sites easier.

823

Due to the limited number of positions available it has been very difficult to land an internship. I have also had other students inform me that they have had difficulties in landing an internship position through the APPIC process. The inability land an internship position can be costly because it will result in having to wait an additional year to graduate from my program. This is both a financial and mental strain on myself and other students.

824

Not matching last year was a huge blow to me not just professionally, but especially personally. As doctoral students most of us are used to succeeding in most areas, particularly academically. I felt like I did all that I was supposed to do, and yet, it wasn't enough. It was the first time that I truly felt like a failure, and I didn't know what this failure meant about me as a human being, as a psychologist. However, I also believe that not matching is a high class problem. Yes, it is an awful situation, but there are far worst things that people are dealing with it. I chose to use my year off to better myself as a person. I am blessed to say that I think I grew more from not matching that I would have from going on to internship. I know how to handle disappointment. I focused on other areas of my life that I neglected. I understand perseverance, disappointment, shame, confusion, faith, hope, determination. I CONQUERED these things. In the grand scheme of things, not matching won't matter much over the course of a lifetime. But, tell that to someone who just didn't match. To that person, not matching is the worst thing in their world, and it is the worst thing in their world at that moment. We work hard and expect to be rewarded for that work, and in most instances, we are. This is one time where how hard you work is not necessarily correlated with matching. So much can and should be done to remedy this situation, and I pray that it is. Weeding out processes shouldn't happen at the end of a long, arduous journey when you're emotional, financial, physical, and mental resources are depleted. Weed people out in the beginning, before they are admitted into these programs lest you pull out the flowers close to full bloom along side the weeds.

825

I feel that the imbalance between applicants and positions has affected me tremendously. The application process caused so much anxiety and stress solely because of this issue. Knowing that hundreds of students (and in this case almost a thousand) would be displaced was absolutely terrifying. The medical school match process is nothing like this. Medical students do not have to be concerned with not matching to a non-accredited site, and the implications that such an outcome may have on their future endeavors. Ofcourse this issue is beyond APPIC's control, as the total number of students applying for internship reflects the disproportionate rate at which schools are admitting students, particularly in Psy.D. programs that have classes ranging from 30-50 students each year. Fortunately for me I ranked to one of my top sites. Unfortunately, for some of my peers, they were forced to select nonaccredited sites to avoid the financial and personal burden of delaying their internship year an additional year. This issue greatly causes undue stress and burden to us. Something has to be done about it.

826

It is extremely anxiety provoking to have to think about not matching/reapplying due to the imbalance given it is a requirement for students to graduate and it is an expensive process.

827

I experienced very high levels of anxiety due to the imbalance.

828

The imbalance affected my choice to apply nationally for fears of not matching in my local and very competitive area (NYC) - this resulted positively in my matching, but stressfully, in that I am now moving my family across the country! Of course, we were willing to do so, or I wouldnt've ranked that site. Though it was ranked low on my list, so it was a bit of a surprise. Still, I'm very glad I matched. The imbalance has also affected how I describe this process to friends and family, possibly in part to justify why I put us in the position to be moving across the country (and likely back again) in the first place.

829

It made me apply to 27 programs. Very anxiety-provoking and upsetting considering the time and financial commitment to obtaining a doctorate degree but internship is a required component for graduation and there are not enough internship sites that are APA approved.

830

The current imbalance between qualified applicants and available internship sites causes incredible stress for graduate students. Though I was matched, several of my classmates who are highly qualified were not matched despite strong applications and impressive clinical experience. Not being matched after spending countless hours preparing application materials and spending hundreds of dollars on applications and interview expenses caused my classmates significant distress. Funding is clearly needed to support the addition of more accredited internship sites. However, APA and APPIC should also support, rather than diminish, the value of state or regional internship member programs, such as CAPIC. Such programs provide students with multiple options for quality internship training and serve to reduce the imbalance. Neither APPIC-member internships nor CAPIC-member internships are accredited, so APPIC internships should not be given specialized preference or support over CAPIC internships (or other regional internship systems).

831

I did not match through APPIC and was lucky to have found a non-accredited but strong training program close to my home. I have 2 young children and my husband's job does not permit him to move, so I was very limited in where I could apply. I was extremely disappointed to find how few accredited training programs there are in my city (of over 2 million people). In such a large city, it is completely unacceptable to me that there are not more opportunities. I was also very discouraged because despite so many years of training, education and dedication to the profession, so many people remained unmatched. There are a lot of really talented and qualified students out there who are greatly suffering because of this imbalance. If such a balance continues to exist, then I believe that more programs should consider allowing their students to completed non-accredited internships, particularly if they can be demonstrated to provide training opportunities that meet APPIC's standards.

832

Do something about diploma mills.

833

Despite completing a doctoral program that is APA accredited in clinical psychology, I am unsure about my ability to obtain an equivalent internship in order to complete my Ph.D. because of the huge imbalance of internship sites and applicants. Professional schools should not be allowed to participate in this internship match process.

834

There is a need for mental health services in the community and many people who want to help meet those needs but it is discouraging that many of those people must wait a year or two to complete their education because of insufficient sites for internship. Also it creates a good deal of stress knowing the imbalance and having one's life up in the air during the process. Furthermore, the shortage of sites makes it more likely that compromises in terms of placements considered need to be made. This is concerning because internship is an important step in one's career and sets a tone for future jobs that may be more limited if internships in the desired area are few or lacking.

835

I do believe the imbalance caused additional stress as well as undermined my sense of self-confidence as well others others in my cohort. If I had the ear of the education community (including my program) reduce the number of students accepted into the program and require students to undergo their own psychotherapy. To APPIC - I would like to see a requirement to begin internship is the completion of the dissertation requirement; Internship should be the last step in the process and not wasted on those who don't complete the projects...IMO:-)

836

This was a really stressful aspect of the process for me and my colleagues. Though I am enrolled in an accredited program with a good reputation in the internship community, it was extremely stressful to think that I might not match. As a result, I went on all 12 interviews that I was offered. I do recognize that I was fortunate to get all of those interviews. However, attending all of the on-site interviews ended up being an extremely costly venture, which created financial stress during the school year.

837

To me, the problem seems to lie with admissions to graduate programs. Universities and professional schools stand to lose little in terms of unmatched applicants, and stand to gain a great deal in terms of tuition and fees for ever-increasing numbers of students. This is especially true in light of the imbalance in the match; students have to remain in grad programs longer in order to accumulate enough practicum hours in order to become competitive. A boon for grad program profits. To me, the focus of correcting the imbalance shouldn't be on increasing the number of internships, but on tightening admission standards and closer regulation of graduate programs.

838

This is the second year I had to go through the APPIC process as I did not match last year. Other than the obvious barrier to graduating I now have significant financial debt as I tried to do everything I could possibly do to ensure a match this year (approximately $5,000!). Thankfully, I matched this year but now have this debt on top of the costs of moving for internship and cost of living since the stipend will not cover all expenses. It is extremely stressful and draining on my emotional well being.

839

I feel it is unfair to not have enough positions. Every qualified applicant should be able to match to an internship site. It may not be their first choice but they should at least have somewhere to go. I believe the current system is very unfair to those individuals like myself who did not match.

840

Well I am specifically looking for a psychoanalytic internship site. Because Maple Center was not taking interns for the 2011/2012 internship year, my only options were Wright Institute and Saturday Center. I interviewed at the Saturday Center and realized that it was not truly a psychoanalytic site at all, in fact, I dont understand what orientation it was at all. The interviewer was abrasive, off-putting, and downright rude...I left the interview feeling confused and disappointed. So the Wright Institute became my only hope at a psychoanalytic site for my final internship. You can imagine my disappointment when I wasn't matched at Wright. I'm now hoping I will be able to find a satisfactory site through the CAPIC matching process.

841

The current imbalance between applicants and applicant positions has created an enormous amount of pressure and stress for me both personally and professionally. It is extremely upsetting to have dedicated so much time, effort, and money to professional training endeavors with the hope of becoming a qualified and competent psychologist, and to then be presented with the hard reality that through no short coming of my own the process may be delayed or incomplete. Thus this question must be posed: How does the education and training community ethically continue to accept high rates of students when they are unable to provide adequate training opportunities in a timely manner that they have demanded? Also, are the education and training community responsible for enlightening prospective students to the field of this imbalance?

842

I was not matched to any sites in Phase I. I applied to 23 sites and was only offered 1 interview. I know this is because of the imbalance between the number of applicants and positions. However, this does not make me feel any better. It is a flawed system. How is a student realistically able to secure an internship?

843

Devastated that I did not match. I worked VERY hard throughout graduate school, attaining 5 publications (and 1 in the works), presentations, completed 4 practicum, and also participated in numerous types of service. To not match was devastating to me. I do think that I have had some personal growth as a result of this experience, but I still view this as disheartening. Why, I increasingly ask myself, didn't I just do a masters degree or a MSW? Pay is almost the same, I would have finished school 2 years ago without busting my hump on research/clinical training/etc., and I would have a paid position.

844

I think the imbalance is very unfortunate. Students have worked very hard to get to this point in the process and not matching is a stressful situation. That being said, it appears that many students who do not match are not totally prepared to enter the match. I think training directors should be realistic with who is allowed to enter the match. Flooding the process with unqualified applicants helps no one. There are however, many qualified applicants who do not match each year. As the need for psychologists grows, it is only fitting that more positions should be available for internship. APA needs to investigate additional sources of funding so that more positions can be available in the future.

845

I started graduate school with a specific goal of going into pediatric psychology. I started advocating for myself from day one to get experiences beyond what was available from my program. I spent years working more hours than most of my peers because I needed to fulfill program requirements, but also wanted to get my own specific experiences. None of that mattered to me because I felt I was working towards a goal. I then went through this extremely stressful experience and it ended without me getting an internship. I felt that I did everything I could do and to no avail. It is a very helpless feeling to work hard and do everything I knew to do and then not be successful. With the imbalance between positions and applicants, it puts all of the power into the hands of the sites. We talk about "fit" but they are the ones with the true luxury of looking for the best possible "fit." I appreciate being able to rank and I do feel my rank is considered equally but I had 6 options, they had 200. Personally, I am in a place in my life that it is okay for me to take an extra year, but I have friends who are not. The results of the match have impacted their life plans, in terms of children, moves, being with significant others, etc. Graduate school is a major commitment and taking an unplanned year is not always an option for people. The change of the match rate at my program from the year I applied (and, ultimately, made my decision to go there) and this year is drastically different despite the fact that my program continues to get more and more recognition as a top program. Additionally, I spent thousands of dollars to apply and interview this year and I will now to have to spend that again next year, which is unbelievable. I feel it is not me that is the weakness, I have worked hard and am a good candidate, it is the system and the imbalance that is the weakness. Which, more than anything else, just sucks.

846

The match imbalance is honestly the most worrisome and anxiety provoking process of my entire graduate experience. I have been terrified about not being matched, and this has led me to pursue training experiences I thought might make me "competitive" instead of what might be most in line with providing the best education for me. Additionally, the fear of not matching at all led me to apply extremely widely, and travel to every single interview I was offered. This led me to spend over $4700 on the internship process. Given that I am a student with a very limited income, I had to save money for 2 years to pay for this, and I still went over my budget. Now I somehow have to pay for a move this summer as well. This has created a tremendous financial burden for me, and one that would be pretty much unnecessary if the imbalance did not leave 25% of canadian applicants without an internship each year. Getting into graduate school is hard enough. Getting through graduate school is hard enough. It should not have to be this hard to get OUT of graduate school and move onto a REQUIRED, yet not GUARANTEED portion of our training.

847

It was very difficult as a student who is top of her class, nearly done with classes, and completed her dissertation to not match due to limitations with practicum. Students do not always have control over which practicum accepts them and internship sites may "know" that but will favor applicants (or cull applicants) based on their sites. I understand that there are way too many students compared to sites, but it was frustrating to have sites judge me by my practicum experience only. Also, coming from a clinical PsyD program, I felt that it worked against me that I did not have any publications and additional research, even if that is not the focus of a PsyD program. I had moved to another state to work on this degree and four years later, I am done with everything but my internship and that is the one thing keeping me from graduating and starting to repay a debt of more than $130, 000. There is no federal funding for PsyDs and our program only offers two scholarships which are given to students who do not plan on going into a field where they won't make enough to repay their loans. It leaves the other 23 students in a big debt. This whole experience has left me jaded and helpless at my situation. Again, I am left at the mercy of the practicum placements in my area-- who favor applicants who speak speak Spanish or are of Hispanic descent and another year of debt and trying to boost my CV by Nov 1 again. It has been a heartwrenching process and DCTs need to be honest and upfront with students when telling them the reality of the internship match, rather than be endlessly optimistic without a backup plan. They need to be more involved with their students and encourage them to work together rather than work against each other.

848

This imbalance made the internship process and life in general extremely stressful both personally and professionally.

849

I think too often Clinical sites only take clinical students and don't open up their pool to School Psych or even Counseling psych students and they are missing out on the value that they could gain from crossing over and taking on School and Counseling students. This is much bigger though than just APPIC and really talks more to the elitism in the field of Psychology. As I looked for internships as a School Psych student with years of working as a School Psychologist I was looking for a site to provide me with more clinical type experiences. The sites I applied to were much more clinical based where I could have gained much knowledge and experience but also had aspects of the programs where I could have used my experience as a School Psychologist to benefit the site. Unfortunately those sites overlooked me and I received numerous rejection e-mails. I understand that many of the sites received hundreds of applications and they need to quickly reduce the numbers to a workable number of applications for interviews so they have specific information they are looking for to make the process better for them. I just truly feel that there should be more cross over among the specialties within Psychology. The process was grueling but well worth it. Even though I did not match in Phase I and I ended up withdrawing in Phase II I am still glad I went through the process. I do plan on using the Post-Match vacancy service in an attempt to find an internship. The imbalance in applicants to sites is horrendous. I'm not sure what can be done about it however it definitely stinks. I went into this with a back-up plan just in case and I'm glad I did.

850

very stressful. I felt like I had worked so hard and then was told I couldn't continue when I didn't match the first year. I was fearful and a bit depressed about it. If I had it to do again I would have gone to med school instead. It also caused a financial strain as I had planned to be finished by the time child support had run out. Now I will be helping my daughter through college on an internship salary.

851

When beginning a Ph.D. in clinical psychology we have the understanding that when we achieve the requirements for internship, one will be available to us. Having 25% of qualified applicants unmatched is awful and unfair to students for toil for, in many cases, 7 years trying to achieve their goal. I and my colleagues were very stressed and fearful of not matching. This should be addressed for future years.

852

I was not personally affected by this but know students who were. It almost seems unacceptable that such a shortage exists for an activity that is a degree requirement. Universities should make provisions for students that are not matched. From my understanding, funding is the core issue in terms of lack of positions. Thus, universities should provide funding for unmatched students and contribite to the dearth in positions that way. In this way, unmatched students could come with their own funding (i.e. something like the minimum guarantee offered for TA positions). I don't know if this solution makes sense economically, but I feel that the university must play a role in finding positions for their students when no position can be found. I know of one student who was not matched 2 years in a row. That student can't move forward and can't graduate. This is ridiculous when considering that all other program requirements have been met.

853

I believe that one of the central problems with this imbalance in applicants vs. positions is the increasing enrollment in professional schools. I appreciate that these schools operate to grow or even profit. However, this growth is having a negative impact at both the classroom level (our class sizes have increased since my first or smaller classes are taught by adjunct professors because the school does not have enough faculty to teach the growing number of classes) and the internship application level. It is unfair to request internship sites to offer more positions simply because there are more applicants. These sites should be funded by the APA for more positions or the APA should put a cap on how many students can be admitted to a school each year.

854

I did not match to a pre-doctoral internship last year and believe that it is was partly due to the imbalance between applicants and positions. Like most students who do not match, I was extremely disappointed because I felt (as well as my DCT and supervisor) that I met the qualifications required for pre-doctoral internship. On a personal level, not matching negatively affected my self-esteem. On a practical level, it resulted in my losing a year before graduating from my clinical program. Losing the year was financially difficult because I no longer was eligible for research bursaries. I believe that the imbalance problem is an important one that needs to be addressed. The graduate program is already a challenging and laborious process that requires significant dedication on the part of students. It is extremely unjust that so many students are denied the training they deserve to complete their degrees and enter the job market. I strongly believe that more positions would need to be created to rectify the problem. If not possible, pre-doctoral internships should perhaps be be conceptualized differently and integrated within the doctoral program. Universities need to ascertain that students are able to obtain this type of training and to provide alternatives when students do not match.

855

I have extended my program by one year, so far, in my search for an acceptable internship site in order to complete my program. I have completed all possible components of my program and have invested a great deal of money into my education. I feel this imbalance is unfair and unnecessarily biased against professional psychology students.

856

This is my second time participating in the application process. I am at the top of my class, do significant research, and have a job at the masters level earning my LPC. I received assistance from a variety of sources in reviewing and editing my materials. I only received 2 interviews and did not match with either site. In Match 2 I only received one interview. I have talked with students who are of a similar caliber and had the same experience. And yet we watch studnets whom we helped through school, tutored them for finals and coached through comprehensive exams - they have matched and are successful. Clearly there is something wrong with the system that people in our situation are slipping through the cracks.

857

The process is incredibly stressful. It is no surprise that people will go unmatched and that creates a sense unease throughout the entire process.

858

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859

I don't think there are too few internships; I think there are too many professional schools popping up that have to enroll at least 50 students per class to meet expenses, regardless of applicant quality. There are clear indications that the psychology job market is saturated. I do not support expanding the number of internships, but rather hope that state licensing boards will move toward accepting only applicants with APPIC-member or accredited internships so that eventually there will be a necessary closure of sub-par schools whose students don't successfully compete in the match process. The imbalance is a way of maintaining some standard of quality in the profession of psychology. Unfortunately, APA accreditation of a school no longer seems to serve this purpose as several new schools get accredited on a yearly basis.

860

After years of high costs and countless hours working for no pay I find it very upsetting that a significant number of highly qualified applicants remain unmatched and are forced to take an additional year. Spending 4-5 years in graduate school is a huge burden on one's finances. I find it unfair that everyone puts in a significant amount of time and energy and there are 1,000 individuals who are left unmatched. There should be more positions available and it is sad to see how populations are under-served in regards to mental health services, yet psych graduates students who are qualified and willing to contribute for as low as 20,000 per year are prevented from moving forward in the field. Moreover, there is a lack of neuropsych positions, despite increasing interest among graduate students and increased need for these services across a number of settings. Overall, while I am fortunate to have matched I am disappointed in our current imbalance between applicants and positions. I also believe the prospect of not matching is highly anxiety provoking and creates a significant level of stress amongst students that negatively impacts their well being as well as their work with clients.

861

This shortage of positions, especially in the area of school psychology, makes it a very nerve-wracking process to finish training. I spent A LOT of time and money and experienced much stress over trying to secure an internship position. This time and stress has been prolonged over the four years of my graduate training in trying to gain all of the appropriate experiences necessary to secure a position. The shortage also meant that it was almost certain I would not be able to do my internship close to family (in the Midwest) since there are VERY few school psychology internship sites in the Midwest, and few that closely matched my training interests. I am happy I matched and there is a light at the end of the tunnel!

862

It is very difficult to work so hard and then to feel so unsure and discouraged when there is a good chance you will not receive an internship because of this imbalance.

863

This year was my second time going through the match process and I still didn't match. It has been very frustrating. I feel that the imbalance in numbers leads sites to be extremely picky, so it's incredibly frustrating to know that although I am qualified I still won't be finishing school. Due to this problem I am wasting time and continuing to accumulate scary amounts of financial aid. My life has been on hold for two years now with no end in sight. This experience has taken all the excitement out of the internship. I just need to finish school so I can pay my bills. I believe in order to solve this problem there needs to be a serious push for programs to limit the number of students in their programs.

864

Spending an extra year of tuition, the loss of morale, this experience made me question and doubt if I really wanted to be a part of a field that I have such a passion for. How can a field of psychology, a human helping field, have such a huge gap in providing for our own? How is there not even the start of a solution for this problem?

865

I did not match and was very disappointed. I had 9 interviews and have been told by 4 training directors that they were shocked that I did not match as they told me that I had a strong application and interviewed well. I have never had a problem getting externships. This system did not work for me. It is ridiculous that Ph.D. students are required to complete an internship, but then are blocked from doing so because there aren't enough spots. All students who have strong applications should be able to have an internship spot. Something must change in this system--more spots need to be created.

866

I didn't match in the first Phase. If I don't match in the second Phase then my life plans will be prolonged by a year. Given the imbalance between applicants and positions, I think that the consequences for completing a non-accredited site should be reduced or eliminated (e.g., not being able to work at a VA/problems with licensing).

867

The imbalance has affected me both personally and professionally. I think that this process is not fair to so many qualified applicants and should be changed by creating more spots.

868

The match imbalance must be addressed by APA, APPIC and doctoral programs in a concerted, convincing and intensive manner. No profession is so hamstrung by such an unfair and difficult stumbling block to graduation. APA and APPIC should publish the APA internship match rates by program in the APPIC directory, as well as in other publications, such as graduate school admission guides, so that students can avoid entering a graduate program without this essential information. Graduate programs with poor (less than 75%) match rates MUST have APA-accreditation rescinded permanently. The current situation is an embarrassment to APA, APPIC, students and the profession. I personally was not aware of the match imbalanace upon entering my program. Given the lack of internship support and the overabundance of students in professional schools like mine, and their deserved poorer reputations, I did not match the first time around. The most competitive sites will not even consider students from such programs. Therefore, it would logically follow that such programs should have APA-accreditation rescinded. There is no reason to maintain such programs (except for profit, which does not serve students and certainly harms the profession). Had I been fully apprised of the match imbalance, and the match rates of my program, I never would have enrolled. As a student without a BA in psychology, I would have simply taken a year as an RA or completed a master's in psych, and elected to attend a fully funded Ph.D. program. That said, I secured a fantastic internship program this year, only by virtue of huge amounts of outside work, research and networking unrelated to my graduate program. APA and APPIC should fully shoulder their responsibility to inform all students who may not be aware of the imbalance, otherwise the current situation will persist: one in which students are preyed upon by profit-seeking "educational" institutions and lenders, their lives determined by debt and poor professional prospects *if* they do not seek significant outside enrichment at cost to them.

869

Because I felt the ultimate match was iffy, I decided to choose a non-APA/APPIC site. That is, I decided that rather than have to go with a site that I might not have been happy with, and might have to move for, I chose a site that offered me a position in my home state- a bird in the hand . . . That siad, I was ws happy with the choice. On the other hand, three of my classmates did not match - wonderful students - one took a non-APA/APPIC site; the other two still have not heard, but only applied to Match sites

870

The internship crisis has shaped my training in that since the beginning of my training, we have talked about internship consistently. Taking on additional departmental and professional roles and responsibilities has been encouraged in part so that people will add to CVs and become better candidates. The internship crisis has also led to increased anxiety within my department that individuals have managed to varying degrees of success.

871

It appears that this issue has been an increasing problem and concern. I would have chosen a doctoral program with a greater match rate if I had known this information when I applied to my program.

872

I think that until there are more internships available for doctoral students that schools should limit the number of students that they accept. In my program, fortunately, only one person out of fifteen does not match each year (on average) but on externships, I have known many students from other programs who do not match who are highly qualified candidates and have to apply more than once and typically wind up with non-APA approved internships that are unpaid. Considering the significant time, effort, and financial sacrifice that people spend to receive their degrees, the imbalance is unfair. On another topic -- although I matched, I felt that my status as a mother of two young children made me a less attractive candidate to sites and I was frequently asked on interviews how I would handle internship year with my family obligations. Though I only applied to internships with reasonable hours that I knew I could readily manage and within the city where I reside, I still believe that I was at a disadvantage. Although I matched at a place where I think that I will receive solid training, it is a site that was towards the bottom of my list which based on previous AAPIC statistics is not common.

873

The imbalance certainly affected me in terms of the sense of pressure given the lack of an adequate number of sites thereby significantly increasing the competitive aspects of this process. This difference strongly influenced my decision to obtain an additional year of training prior to application for internship. The extra year, while professionally beneficial, also involved additional financial burden and some emotional distress related to family issues. Anything that can be done to narrow this gap would be greatly appreciated by me and my current and future colleagues.

874

This is my second time in the APPIC Match process. Last year, I completed the Match process, participated in clearinghouse, and continued applying as new positions came available; however, I still remained unmatched. Faculty and other professional (e.g., past supervisor) mentors assured me that my remaining unmatched was a result of the imbalance and not of any failure on my part. Indeed, I had worked hard in my program and received positive evaluations along the way. Of course, despite these encouragements, it was still extremely discouraging and disheartening not to match. In addition, it meant another year without a full-time salary, as well an additional year of delaying my husband's graduate education, as we cannot afford for us to both be in school at the same time. On the other hand, during this year, I was able to train in an excellent facility in neuropsychology, a new area for me, as well as to work part-time in an emergency room setting as a psychiatric crisis consultant, also a new area for me. In addition, I took some time to consider what I might I have done wrong in putting together my application last year (e.g., not getting faculty feedback about my cover letters and CV, applying to too many very competitive sites and not enough less competitive sites, not spending enough time on my essays); although I know that some applicants still made similar mistakes and matched, I wanted to make my next application as strong as possible. My program provided additional training in some areas (e.g., mock interviews, choosing sites to apply to, etc.). Thus, I was able to gain invaluable additional clinical training and professional experience, and also strengthen my application preparation and interview skills this year. Not matching, at least in part due to the match imbalance, was a very difficult experience, but also one that has allowed me to grow both personally and professionally.

875

If I had not matched this year I would have been devastated. This was my third year. The first year I was restricted in geographical range and only interviewed at one place locally so that was not a big deal. The second year was devastating. I had 4 interviews, and two open houses and I still did not match. I was devastated and could not figure it out. I am a good candidate and so I asked for feedback. I only received one reply and they told me that I just needed more training. I did that and this year I got my first choice. I was elated. However, out of 17 application submissions, I only got 4 interviews. I felt that the VAs that rejected me before the interview did not even look at my application but saw that my dissertation proposal was not checked and did not bother. It seems so arbitrary. I don't know the solution but the VAs need to specify in their descriptions that students will not be considered if they do not have that proposal box checked so that students can avoid spending time and money applying to them. I could have saved alot of time, effort and money. As the rejects came in I was humiliated. It was awful. thankfully for me, it worked out this year but I know there are those out there that probably did not match and are scratching their heads.

876

I think that the imbalance has affected me and others in the program. I feel that it is rather unethical for large professional schools to admit so many people that they do not have a chance of matching. I feel that myself, as well as other students, have gone into a great deal of debt in order to pursue our education only to find that we may not be able to complete the final requirement for the degree. It is especially difficult when one has received positive grades and feedback throughout graduate training. It seems that many schools are thinking simply of how they can use tuition money rather than the impact it has on the individual student. I think that personally it affects my life in that I feel stuck and cannot make concrete plans with my partner for the future. It seems that we have encountered a great deal more stress and have put off major life decisions because of match, only to find that it was not resolved the initial match day and may not be resolved in Phase II. As for improvement, professional schools should not be admitting more students than the field can support and it may be helpful to have the accreditation process less expense so that internship sites can afford to have interns and maintain their APPIC membership. Alternatively, revising the requirements for membership may help as it seems that some sites want to have interns, but cannot because of a more superficial requirement that they cannot meet at the time. For example, each intern with their own office or having at least two interns on site.

877

I have been very lucky to match on my first try. However, a close friend of mine has not been as lucky. And I am using the term "lucky" because that's what the internship process seems to amount to in a way. Sure qualifications matter, but a sizable portion could be attributed to a simple luck of a draw. My friend has done everything right from the get go. She made sure that she passed and excelled at every grad school milestone, by preparing ahead of time and preparing well. Internship application process was no exception. She is a great applicant, and she got several outstanding interviews, yet she did not match, alongside 25% of other, seemingly decent and well qualified applicants. When we got accepted into our grad program, our expectations were that if we work hard and do our very best, it would be up to us when we finish our degree and begin our professional lives. However, this imbalance takes a large chunk of control out of applicants hands. An applicant can do absolutely everything right, and still be delayed in obtaining a degree by a year, two years, and I've heard in some cases, even three years. I have heard of individuals completing every step of grad school process, and then dropping out because they were simply unwilling to wait another year to go through the application process, with what continues to be a sizable chance of not matching again. I think it's wonderful and necessary that internships be regulated by an accreditation program, however, if that is a requirement for a completion of a degree, then supply should match demand. In addition, I believe that the entrance criteria to any psychology doctoral program should be made more stringent, so that there is a higher quality rather than quantity of psychologist entering the field.

878

The extreme imbalance between sites and number of applicants seems ridiculous at best. The additional pressure and stress from this imbalance caused a supportive academic community to withdraw and in some cases turn against each other. I am a strong advocate for healthy competition, but this felt very unhealthy.

879

This process was made extremely stressful by the inbalance of sites. I felt I was forced to apply to more sites increasing my cost. I lost sleep. I felt my stress levels increase. I got sick on several occasions during the process and felt internship stress was a factor. This process does not match really any other process in other graduate programs due to the imbalance of internship sites and needs to be fixed. If one does not match at a site in our program in means an additional $40,000+ will be added onto your student loans and thus the financial burden is extreme.

880

It puts a tremendous amount of stress on all the applicants, and contributes to a feeling of learned helplessness.

881

The imbalance makes this process quite stressful. It is uneasy to know that you can invest multiple thousands of dollars in tuition, hours in free work obtaining practicum hours, and hundreds of hours in class and studying, to end up not matching to an internship and having a lot of education that is useless. This makes the internship process quite stressful.

882

I believe the imbalance of the number of students to the number of APA accredited programs is potentially problematic for many. Being at a non-APA site may limit future employment opportunities for many. I do not believe the quality of the training is lessened being at a non-APA site. Many sites simply do not have the funding to become APA accredited and choose to use their resources for their agency and the communities they serve. However, knowing there is a possibility my employment opportunities may be limited because I am not at an APA accredited is something I have pondered. I believe the bigger concern, then, is the number of students in any given program which impacts the number of applicants any one training program is sending out...10 applicants or 45. If more training programs than not have larger numbers, it is quite natural there will be significantly more students than there are available positions…which means the higher the probability a greater number of students will have limited employment opportunities.

883

I have gone through the match process twice and have so far come up empty handed. I am hopeful that I will receive notification of a placement through Phase II tomorrow morning. Not matching has caused tremendous stress, both emotional and financial, to myself and my family. I went through an APA accredited, university based, Psy.D. program and am considered among the top students in the program by nearly every measure. There is no reason that someone like myself (and 936 others!!!) should have to suffer this fate. The profession has an obligation to its future. It must either figure out how to create more internship positions, or demand that schools stop accepting students who will never be placed. Every time I read about committees and task forces that are "working" on solving this problem I shake my head in disgust. Every time I hear about how wonderful it is that a negligible number of new internship slots were created, I realize how out of touch the committee and task force members are. I think you have the process backwards. First, I believe you need to take immediate, drastic action to get a substantive handle on the problem of the imbalance. Politically correct, "sensitive" steps are not working. Each year, hundreds of students are going into debt to the tune of millions of dollars only to find that after 3, 4, 5 or more years they must decide whether they can endure another year. The manner in which this problem is supposedly being addressed is, in my opinion, unethical. There isn't an IRB in the country that would allow this "experiment" to continue, given the costs to the participants. Only after such steps are taken would it be appropriate for committees and task forces to begin a slow, painstaking process of developing guidelines for whatever solution or solutions are deemed viable. I could go on, but I have to be up early tomorrow to go to work so I can support my family while I wait for an algorithm to decide my fate.

884

The imbalance is very unfair and unjust. Hundreds of qualified applicants remain unmatched every year and it only gets worse. Schools need to stop accepting so many students when they see there is such a shortage of internships for us. I believe they take so many students for their own profit and gain, leaving the students at a disadvantage come internship time.

885

Although the current imbalance made the internship search extremely anxiety-provoking for me and the process incredibly competitive, simply adding more positions will not even place a bandaid on the imbalance. There are too many people being admitted to graduate school as there are too many people being admitted to college as there are too many high school students that are being told they are entitled to higher education. Our American educational system has been so denigrated and demoralized and so many have sought to profit from the low standards and esteem that has been set. Until that problem is fixed, addressing the imbalance will be largey ineffective.

886

It sucks that there's soooo much competition for sites. Made my last months hellish b/c I have to pursue round II.

887

it is making the internship experience extremely stressful.

888

My perception is that the imbalance may make it more difficult for applicants to pursue international experiences. If this is the case, it is unfortunate, because international knowledge exchange is incredibly valuable!

889

I guess the question is whether the current rate of matched psychology interns is a match with the number of new psychologists needed each year in the profession. Simply put, do we need more intern positions to meet the need for new psychologists, or do we need less students so that there is balance between the number of applicants and positions. The answer to that question guides the solution: either make it easier to become an internship site, or harder to become an applicant.

890

The current imbalance has greatly affected me. I did not match in Phase I and subsequently did not obtain interviews in Phase II. Thankfully, I have previous practica sites that are willing to accomdate me to ensure that I obtain an intership, otherwise, I would be one of the 700 who did not place. I believe it would be helpful for the APPI to include a question on whether previous practicum placements were obtained by the student or if they were place through their school. This may have been helpful in my obtaining a placement, as I was not allowed to choose my placements, thus I did not have the experience in my desired area of psychology that was needed but was not by my own doing.

891

This has been a nightmare. Our cohort has really banded together to support each other during this time, but the match imbalance has created huge amounts of stress, depression, anxiety, distraction from academic tasks such as finishing dissertations, and a lack of faith in the leadership of APA. For an organization which puportedly adheres to the principle of nonmaleficence, how can the damage being done to those who are almost ready to enter the field as practicing psychologists be ignored? Having to wait an additional year (or two or three) will inevitably cause those student loans to go into repayment before students have been given an opportunity to gain employment with income sufficient for repaying them. Also, the time and money invested in creating the appi, writing essays, updating vitas, obtaining work samples, individualizing cover letters, applying, waiting, mourning, then doing it all over again while trying to go to class, conduct research, present at conferences, teach courses, write papers, take exams, and finish dissertations is physically, emotionally, and financially exhausting. APA should be ashamed.

892

I think professional organizations need to act strongly and quickly to address this crisis before it snowballs into something unmanageable. It is indeed sad to see well qualified applicants missing out on internship sites due to a computer matching process. Talk about feeling helpless! There is a stigma about non-accredited sites which needs to be addressed with applicants and potential employers. Specialized fields like neuropsychology, child sites are very competitive and this aspect of the crisis also needs to be addressed. I am not sure how federal rules and regulations limit the sites that international students can apply to; however, I am sure that it impacts students' choice to sites to apply to. This crisis is deeply tied with the health and well-being of psychology. How you address and shape the future of potential professionals will leave a deep mark on the field. Please act now!! I think professional organizations need to act strongly and quickly to address this crisis before it snowballs into something unmanageable. It is indeed sad to see well qualified applicants missing out on internship sites due to a computer matching process. Talk about feeling helpless! There is a stigma about non-accredited sites which needs to be addressed with applicants and potential employers. Specialized fields like neuropsychology, child sites are very competitive and this aspect of the crisis also needs to be addressed. I am not sure how federal rules and regulations limit the sites that international students can apply to; however, I am sure that it impacts students' choice to sites to apply to. This crisis is deeply tied with the health and well-being of psychology. How you address and shape the future of potential professionals will leave a deep mark on the field. Please act now!!

893

The internship process has been grueling. I would not ever wish it on even my worst enemy. I feel that I am very able candidate and certainly 100% internship ready and with that said, I did not match through Phase 2. So I don't know what to think of it. I have proposed dissertation, completed preliminary exams, completed coursework. I have completed 3 practica, and worked in the mental health field with a counselor training license for 2 years prior to coming back for my doctorate. I am 31 years old and partnered. I am an excellent student, active in my department, and do what I am instructed. I am sad that I didn’t get matched. I feel like I’m getting old, I want to graduate and move on with my life. I’d like to get married, have kids, get licensed, and move out of my current state. I feel like not matching has contributed to my sense of feeling stuck in the doctorate program. I have been here 5 years, 7 if we are to include my Master's degree. I feel stuck, and the most frustrating part of this all is that I will have to re-apply next year and do it all over again. Talk about PTSD, I am certain the second time around I will probably enter into therapy. There is no guarantee that I will match next year, so this really is about putting my best foot forward, with a smile, and an attempt to have faith in the internship process. And I must be frank, I don’t have a lot of faith in the internship process. I do not have faith that somehow I can beat out the thousands of students and get matched. I think my faculty would vouch for me and support this statement, that I did everything “right” and yet I didn’t match. The pessimistic side of me thinks: “and if I don’t match next year, well I just don’t even know what I’d do with myself. Leave the program? I don’t know, after I’ve invested so much time, energy, and money.” So cumulatively speaking the doctorate program has not always been an easy path, nor have I ever expected it to be. It is a journey of growth and learning through education. I know in my heart I am an excellent student. While in the doctorate program, I lost both of my parents, and it was a struggle for me, but I always stayed the path. I cried and got support when I needed it, but never truly lost my sense of academic direction. And through it, I grew and learned to move forward. Not matching, triggers this sense of loss of direction, like I am unsure of what I am to do now (I’m sure this is not necessarily the intended impact), this is definitely what I felt after my father died. He was my home, my true north. I don’t know if not getting matched is a about me, about my failure in someway. It is so easy to internalize the rejection that is experienced. My advisor has been extremely supportive and has told me time and again, that sites are stupid for not selecting me and that it is their loss. But is it really? I am the one whose future is on hold? And my not matching, well there will always be the wonder, what am I doing wrong? For now life is on hold. I don’t know exactly what I will do this coming year. I will more than likely do another practica and defend my dissertation and this will ultimately help me hopefully to be matched next year. It is deeply disappointing that internship is a requirement yet there is absolutely no accountability on the sites or departments, that they guarantee you an internship within some amount of time.

894

I found it particularly frustrating in my case as I am in a Counseling Psychology program and primarily interested in working with children and adolescents. However, most of the child sites preferred Clinical Psychology students. I have received extensive training with children and adolescents but received fewer interviews compared to others in my practicum.

895

Students spend a long time, with many sacrifices, working toward a doctoral degree. To go through the process of the match and not be placed would be an extremely difficult and discouraging situation. We already commit so much of our lives and resources to these programs that it can be extremely difficult to overcome an obstacle like not being matched.

896

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897

I speak from the vantage point of someone who has come across a number of doctoral psych trainees who simply don't seem ready, emotionally or intellectually, to be entering the world of professional psychology; it seems that there are simply too many for-profit institutions churning out psychologists for the sake of profit, without any consideration for those students or the many, many clients and patients who may seek their services. Am I wrong to think that this has added greatly to the match imbalance?

898

I realize that funding deletions and other factors related to the current economic situation have made it impossible for some locations to offer paid positions. Nevertheless, if I had been unfortunate in not matching in either phase, I would have gladly taken a non-paid position in order to complete the requirements for my degree. This could become an option, especially in low funded communities that may not have considered internship training.

899

It has affected me tremendously both personally and professionally. I felt an immense amount of pressure, stress, and anxiety about matching, much more so than if such a discrepancy between applicants and positions didn't exist. Instead of concerning myself just with what kind of facility I wanted to receive training, the overwhelming issue became wanting to get training at all--not where, but if. I had high hopes of matching at a local program, for many reasons, including the training and wanting to stay near my university to carry out training obligations there, and very importantly, I wanted to remain local becuase I am married, own a home, and have a family here. However, given the competitiveness, I knew I should not limit myself by applying only to local programs, even though that would be best for myself and my family. As it turns out, I matched at a site over 1000 miles away, and while I'm relieved to have been matched, the circumstances are far less than ideal (relocating, being away from family, the financial burden of taking on an extra place to rent, etc.) Basically, what it comes down to is not having enough options, and having to take what you can get. Professionally, I am concerned about the direction in which the field of psychology is headed. The market has become flooded, and that means fewer career opportunities, and having to work for increasingly modest salaries. I believe that aside from the economic recession and its impact on funding for mental health agencies and both training and professional positions in psychology, the main reason for the large discrepancy has to do with doctoral programs simply accepting too many students. My program has a class size of 8, which I believe to be reasonable. However, with many programs (mostly Psy D programs) accepting 30, 60, and even more students than that per class, there is no way that our field can support such a thing. It is crucial that doctoral programs limit the number of students per class to an amount that can be adequately supported by the current resources--this is an issue for practicum training sites, postdoctoral programs, and professional opportunities as well. I have serious concerns about my ability to secure employment somewhere that I will enjoy working and that will pay enough for me to afford my student loan payments while still being able to manage my other living expenses soon after the completion of my degree. I would like to propose the following recommendation, as I believe it would help address the issue of imbalance (and therefore many of the consequences) tremendously: every doctoral program should be required to have an internship program that can support positions for at least half of the number of individuals as are accepted into each class. Of course, there are drawbacks to doing so--less variability in training, more work for programs, funding, etc., However, there are ways to address these issues. For example, to encourage diversity in training, perhaps students may not permitted to attend their own program's internship, but if that was the standard for everyone, then this issue would not matter as much, as they would have the opportunity to attend other school's internships. Many schools already have training opportunities that are essentially the same as many internship programs, they simply haven't been set up that way. For example, many schools have psychology and counseling clinics offering a range of psycholog

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The imbalance affected me because as a result, I had to look outside my hometown. I would have loved to remain at home because I intend to return; however, there was not a sufficient amount of sites offering internship placements.